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Midnight thought #2: #ithurts

I understand why he treats me like this and like that. I know it when he genuinely cares. It's all about instinct. I never once thought he's giving me mixed signals because i just know. (I had this huge crush on this boy before him and i was constantly thinking if he likes me because i often caught him staring at me but never approach me. WHY.) I feel it, but the more i get to know him, the more i realised that he has mixed feelings towards me. Once day I asked if he already has a girlfriend. He said, no, but, the next day when we met, he'd ignore me. (But too care and curious enough to wanting to know what i was talking about with my friends). I tried to text him to say that i'm sorry if he didn't like it when i ask him about his girlfriend, but he ignored my apology and tried to shift the conversation into something else. The next few days when we met, i ignored him completely and i have a feeling that he was annoyed with my behaviour. Huh, WHY?! Look, as a ...
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Midnight thought #1: #soweird

You see. We've known each other for like two years. Since i've started working with 'this' company. We don't see each other often, but when we do, he'll come out with a topic that would make the conversation goes smoothly and warm. And i like it because i'm a quiet and awkward person so i'd usually appreciate it when someone makes an effort to talk to me even stupid things. One time, i don't know how 'this' strange man ended up finding shelter at my working place, he took an effort to ask if the strange man ever done anything not nice to me. I said, "No, but he'd done something to my friend." It was as if he didn't hear my second sentence because he said something like, "That's okay, then, if he didn't do anything bad to people." I was like, "Didn't you hear what I said?" I didn't notice anything weird on him – like his behaviour towards me – until recently. Suddenly, everything is conn...
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